Today I received e mail from Dad. Call me, we will talk. Kissing you warmly, Dad, I exploded with crying and panic and chaos in my heart. after having a cigarette, i called to him. Our talk:
. Hi
, Hi , it is you!
. Yes , you wanted me to call you
. I am busy now.
. Ok , be busy. bye.
(and cry explosion).
I feel so fuckim bad. ........
5 minutes after, I called to my friend. He just said- my wife lost a baby!...... Life is so...................